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I have always had a need or want for writing it's just lately when my life got really tough that I'm quitting my passive habits and start doing something more than berrying myself in watching TV episodes and dreaming about winning the lottery and things so far away I'm won't reach it as long as I'm just dreaming or something .. acting just seems so far away my dreams cuz my dreams are so big and I feel so small here im sitting at my parents house with gold uppto my nec or mouth. And so alone yet around so many people I really love . People i took for granted but Brooke I love with all my heart .

so just writing something cuz im scared of expreseng my inner shit in case someone i know would critizice me or someone else use it aganst me in any future but there is alot if crazy out there in the world and im cool crazy but afraid to say  s o ... i just want to write my story , and finish it before someones watchin becouse when people is watching im starting to think about it. so trick is let people watch and dont think aboit it or just mind and let the flow go on =))) flo pow

growing upp is realizing everyone are children you just  dont have anyone...no accuaklly \\you still have people watching and telling you what to do..you just can get punishe \d gfor what u do..no acuually you always could and alwas got consecuenses for you actions good or..and !bad wtf there is no difference eccept u now can have sex and get your own responsebility//(children) so be responsible for other life ecuals been grownup and its just something sosiety made upp its not real..... . accually its just realizing there is something more imortant than yourself " the children, people of tomorrow. and we dance. mabie its not s\the hardware, mabie its just the software we can se the end of our universe, and its not round. we can see every tar in the heavens \. everything a computer can do we can do better. anything we can make we are a better version of. but we for some idiot reacon we cant acsess this information